Should i choose to believe you? Or not?

 Another 4 more hours or so before i reach the airport.
It's so exciting, well..thats because SJZ ppl are sitting SQ and definitely the games and more will be damn entertaining plus food will be like damn awesome. hahaha! And when we arrive at Beijing/ SJZ we might get to eat tons of xiao long baos. Yipeee! also, get to see my buddy!
Other than that, i'm not that excited lols!

Went for lunch at Bakerzin with Mummy today! Had to best Pumpkin soup, Ceaser Salad, Linguini with Bratwurst Balsamico, Mango Tea and Rose Macaron. Yeah! :D
Did some last min shopping, went home to back luggage and going to have Jap food for dinner. Woohoo! (:

India and Hongkong people, takecare and enjoy your trip. And Bon Voyage in advance! (:

Thanks to those who send me well wishes (: I'll miss you guys! 

Cya in 2weeks time!

Daddy and Mummy, I love you (: and I'll miss you ): 

 There would be a day when things wouldn't fall perfectly in place.

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Will be leaving for SZJ tmr,  at night, and for 2 whole weeks i'll be gone! (gosh!) ): 
Hope i don't freeze to death, cos apparently its snowing down there
and i can't really be bothered to back extra sweaters nor even pack anything into my luggage. Lols :x
This is how reluctant i am, going to SJZ. Though i miss my buddy.
Hopefully this trip wouldn't turn out so bad as i expected it to be if not those who are going along with me will hear me rant like hell. ><

I want to bring my pillow, bolster and blankie along with me to China ):

 

 Perhaps I didn't wanna get hurt.
Perhaps I didn't want history to repeat itself.
Perhaps i just want to keep all to myself..

i feel so awful right now.
Everything don't seem to be smooth going. And i literally mean everything.
And to make matter worst, i'm running a temperature and i've caught the flu virus.
And so happen, it's after a flu jab. So ridiculous.
Urghhh! What's going on with my life?!?!?!

 15 years of my life, i've never imagine, never thought that such thing would ever happen in my life.
" Denise, i want to spend more time with you. I'll never forgive you if you leave us... "
Its because i love you guys so much, i'll carry on.

All those tears, its for my own good.
 

One last time and i'll tell you everything on my mind.
When it has reached my limit, regret is the word.
i'll write an extremely long note, and it'll be the last.
With love and with tears.
i'll say goodbye.
 

 i guess people only learn how to appreciate one when one is gone.
True enough? 

 

Today was great. At first wanted to go Marina Barrage for picnic but we didn't know how to go so went Botanic Garden for picnic in the morning instead, there was this ang mo who asked if he could take photo of us. so cool, cabbed to Ion Orchard. Hahas, they even have people in blazers helping you open your taxi door (: Shopped around and bought nothing, Singapore is so boring that there's nothing to buy. All we (Jingwen, Kexin and I) did was eat! :D Kexin went home first, walked along Orchard and Orchard Central is boring >< Though the lift and escalators were quite fun, kept going up and down in the lift, hahas! Headed over to Plaza Singapura before heading home. (:

Fun! ^-^

 Can't stand it, times one million! School is boring, at home also boring. OMG!
I better go find some hobbies soon if not i'll rot during the holidays.

I'm falling sick, oh no. I wonder how i go China. I have to take care of myself ):

Sigh, can't stand how life's being a bitch these days.
So bitchy till i'm going crazy soon. 
Then, i have my laptop, making matters worst.
Just had the feeling to throw it down from the tenth floor.
I'll be insane if i do that though.

CCA tomorrow, ohhhammmgeee.
I want go home sleep de ):

School is boring. Holiday is boring. Singapore is boring. Life is boring.
Sigh. -.-

I just missed one of the most awesome flea yesterday, dammit.
Art is driving me up the walls again. Will be starting on exam topic for next year in like damn soon, even before school closes. How pathetic can the holidays get? 17 weeks of Youth Ablaze left (my SATURDAYS!), Camps, Bicultural trips, Orientation and Symposium meetings, Art examination prep work, Bridging, Start studying with Lumyi. So far i can only think of all these. Sian to the max already.

I wanna get a holga~
 

 School was a waste of time today. Its was damn useless going back to school, everyone just practically slacked in school feeling so restless and eager to self-dismiss ourselves. Couldn't be bothered and i left school like 15mins earlier or smth. Met Celine and headed to AMK Hub, caught Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami, thanks to holiday eve, we freaking paid 8.50 for tickets and 6.50 for popcorn. Show was awesome though. Anyways, i've finally deleted facebook. Couldn't start it any longer. No mood to livejournal anymore (for today).

byebye.

End of year exams are finally over for me. wheees! :D
Today, Hougang > Plaza Singapura (Bought electric blue nail polish!) > Walk/ run under the rain to Heerens > Ngee Ann City > Wisma > ION Orchard (Topshop cardigan! & something else) > Bugis Junction (Saw Sherman, (: ) > Bugis street > Compass Point > Home!

Hehes, i've got multi coloured nails now. Neon orange, yellow, blue, pink, hotpink. So awesome! (: 
Leegek, today shopaholic! hahas! 

Yesterday night was so stressful that i cried while doing art (hahas!), one of the worst day in my life (lols), chiong art like some crazy woman and i gave up at midnight. Went to bed, woke up early this morning and i just finish a teeny weeny bit of art. Anyways, I'm so glad that Art exam is over. Yippee, the 3 hours in the aesthetics room was damn scary! Don't even want to think about it >< Can't wait for Chemistry paper to end tomorrow, hehes. 

I got my ice cream today! Passion fruit with strawberry! :D
 

 Art exam tmr, panic!!!!!!!!!

Didn't get to meet Lee Gek today ): Hope you get well soon yeah. Called Daddy and he drove me to Artfriend to get my paint and paintbrushes. 4 tubes of system 3 acrylic paint, 1 set of ashley nylon brushes, 3 ashley taklon brushes and 2 designer gouache acrylic paint cost me freaking $50.20, now i'm broke $.$ But i like that place, a lot of art materials and they pack until very nicely for you. hahaha! (:

Ice cream tomorrow! :D

Need to go to the library urgently today to get art reference books.
Went Sengkang's library and there were only like 11 pathetic books that was placed under the Art column on the shelf. And out of those 11 books, 0 of them were the ones i wanted. ZERO! *role eyes* So my very lovely daddy asked me if i wanted to go to the library at AMK, because their books there are like ten thousand times more. And he drove me there! Manage to get 3 really huge and heavy art books home. Though i didn't exactly got the book i wanted but at least i got some that can give me inspiration. And thank God i've got my daddy to send me home as well. if not i think my hands would have broke on my way home. Thanks Daddy! <3
Oh! and i love Edward Hopper's artwork. It makes me feel happy after see it (:

I think i'm deleting facebook soon cos it's freaking me out plus i don't use it actually. I just add whoever that adds me and just close the fb window and continue doing my things. Using and exploring fb is like the last thing that comes to my mind. No offence, lols. And there was this person who added me a few days back and i accepted, he/she then added me on msn, and i accepted it. And that person started talking to me on msn, which freaked me out. I mean the conversation freaked me out. He asked really weird questions and thank God i'm going offline soon so after like 5mins, i went offline and since then he/she didn't talk to me le. Yays!! Yeah, so i wanna delete fb, it's useless to me ): And it just floods my inbox with group, friends, games, etc invitations and birthday reminders. Then i still have to delete them. >< Soooooooo, i think i'll delete fb soon unless someone can change my mind and tell me how mighty fb can be. hahas! 

Can't wait for exams to end. Off to do art, sianz.

 

 I'm feeling extremely bored now. I'm procrastinating actually, i've got a whole load of stuff to do.

Tomorrow's the last day to see all the art teacher for consultation regarding our examination art piece. And it's really important for the art students to meet them as well. Yet, the very lazy me doesn't want to go to school and meet them. It's really scary when everyone is going back to meet the teachers and i seem to be the only one who isn't. It's time to panic. Especially i haven't started on my final piece. What the hack! I don't want to fail my art! ><

And i just found out the most insane/ madness way to memorise stuff. Hahaha! :D